Back To Lab Again

Hey, things are so quiet in here. Lets get things updated.

I’ve been feeling somewhat different nowadays. I can’t really explain that feeling I’m having, but I do know that lately, I’ve been rejecting companionships in school. I guess it’s that period of time where being alone feels good to me. The weird thing is that I keep trying to find somewhere hushed to relax a little even though there’s nothing to relax about, so I really have no idea what I’m going through basically.

I guess it’s time for my friends in school to have a taste of my doom-and-gloom attitude. It’s going to be hard to maintain a positive mental attitude but I’ll try my best and I hope until then, no one would be scared off.

Sigh. What’s wrong with me? Why am I feeling like this? I don’t know. I guess, it’ll be a good idea to have friend coming over. It’s been a very long time since I last had my friends in my room. My room’s very clean and neat now, hah, so before it gets dirty and untidy again over the week, someone must come over or something.

Maybe Azhar and Bing Cheng can come over to do our project and maybe at the same time, play some games or something. I don’t know whether or not we’ll get anything done but I do know it’ll be damn good to chill in my room during these busy and stressful weeks. I’m expecting some girls to come over. Hah! Well, just as long as they call first, though. Not everyone enjoys impromptu guests.

Well if no one wants to come then it’s perfectly all right too. I don’t want to suffer my energy just by playing host. Hah! So for now, I just want KFC. Ciao.

Take Note!

I'll be blogging at http://www.bluesnub.blogspot.com/ now. Sorry for the incovenience caused.

The Retro Days?

What makes my impulse continuously rush ahead into her heart? What makes me focus her priorities? What makes me wanna have a romatic bliss with her? Is it falling in love? I wonder... Well anyway things are starting to be like old times again which is good. Back then I was a gentlemen, softspoken and polite while she was the girl next door, lovable and appreciative. I knew it's a complete circle! A never ending cycle of attitude changes towards each other. I find that a relief. I thought it was going to be worse. I just hope she doesn't get the wrong idea. Hah! Is it falling in love? I still wonder...

She Loves Me And I Absolutely Know It

I have to maintain my fresh practice procedure;
It's making genuine effects becoming visible;
In this, on what ground should I move less quickly?

The Way Love Is Built

I'm glad. I'm glad because it's been almost a year now. Well I'll save the two of us a whole lot of hassle if I insist on sitting down and taking care of those pesky details - like who's paid what and who's calling tonight. To me, these are the bricks upon which love is really built.

Finishing A Pressing Task

The possibility is somewhat unsure.
I may get things done with frustrations;
Which will prevent me from achieving my purposes;
Pertaining to the items especially;
However I am fond of constructing a state of regular arrangement.
I am fond of constructing a state of normal funtioning.
I am fond of constructing both states out of utter confusion.